We had a nightmare some time ago. It was very strange because we were calm while this nightmare was occuring but ever since we’ve haven’t been eating normally.
Chicken wings with their little chewy bits, ribs that have been long boiled so we can easily chew the marrow these are our cravings but instead..out of fear we’re eating things like rice, cucumbers, and oranges..
I’m still finding the packages for those trigger foods.
This tells me that 6 is more active, or has more support than I’d like it to have.
So what do I do?
I work out more. I get the medicine that makes us too sleepy to move. I do everything I can to entirely exhaust our body so that 6 has less energy.
But in the mail today I recieved an order of scalpels. While I haven’t seen a cutting templent anywhere I still can’t fully trust that 6 isn’t planning something against us.
I have to assume it’s against us because I was smart enough to isolate us from people who may be alone with us. We don’t have anyone to be alone with.
It’s a blessing right now when it normally hurts my soul.